can you hear me, hear me screaming?

Feeling lost.  no purpose.  no direction.  no appetite.  no sleep.  neutral.  

kinda sucks.  keep trying to reach out for a pick me up but not much to grab ahold of.  finally got to watch charlie bartlett and finish it.  loved it.  yo Tyler. blog about your experience doing that.  had to have been awesome, yes?  it is also the number 2 rented movie on iTunes!! congrats!!

i need to have a conversation soon that is long over due.  i don't need to feel like i was forgotten when new chapters started in peoples lives.  maybe that will make me feel better.  maybe that is the pick me up I need.  

just one good night of sleep please.  just one.