My Badge, My Witness
May 29, 2008
Sometimes you look too far. Sometimes you'd just rather not know. One picture. One message. One tiny piece of the story can change everything. Sometimes what you think is one way, never really was, but you worry about the past anyway. I'm a little too curious sometime. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I have a hard time sympathizing when everyone around me keeps it tucked tight. Sometimes knowing someone on a very shallow level is all you really need. Reserve the deep relationships for the people who deserve them. Many times my deeply rooted relationships seem one-sided. I let people get away with a lot. I give the benefit of the doubt more than I think is healthy. I need to stop looking so far and wait for people to throw their secrets at me instead of stumbling upon them.
Sometimes I over-react.
Sometimes I get screwed over.
kateee said:
I don't get a chance to visit this site as often as I'd like, but I'm glad I chose today to check in... as this blog deals with a suitation that hits a little too close to home at the moment.
Constantly wearing your heart on your sleeve doesn't make you a bad person, but I know as well as you do, people constantly find fault with it and we get screwed over more times than we can count.
As for knowing someone on a shallow level...touche. I wish I was smart enough as you to realize it before it was too late.
Keep your chin up and great blog :) 
